Dreams..or maybe not.

About a month ago I had an epiphany of some sort lol. Don't u know when u have Deja Vu? It's kinda like u know whats about to happen and it almost plays out but it never does, or it does play out but not fully. Maybe it s parallel between real life and fantasy. Maybe when u dream it's really real life and real life is really a dream. Some nightmares can be crazy though, but so can life. Near death experiences, some sort of monster trying to kill you, or you being some sort of super hero saving the world lol. Of course there's not a real monster tryin to kill you but maybe it's a metaphor for the trials that you are or bound to go through soon. As far as being a super hero maybe that can mean you helping out a friend or just a random person in need either currently or in due time whether it be advice during or a conversation or a deeper situation in order to better yourself for the future. Maybe Deja Vu can be a crossroad to what u should do in the meantime in order to achieve a better outcome. Just like the dreams when u driving a very expensive car and have a big ass house somewhere on an island away from the world with just the people u love..well not maybe to that extend but u know what I mean lol. Maybe that can actually be achieved whether its in your dream or in real life..follow me? Dreams/Real Life? Scroll up and read again to understand what I mean. My mom says I need to quit smoking that "shit" but that's when the over thinking begins. I think I ponder on crazy thoughts when I'm high but it makes a lot of samn dense so it's not that crazy..to me anyway. So misunderstood I am. In my opinion, come to think about it, no one fully understands themselves till it's over. I know I'll never fully understand myself until the afterlife begins as I look back on it. Life is like a big classroom. Some days u sleep, some days u bullshit around,and some days u be on your P's and Q's. And no matter how much u study you'll never ace the test. There will always be mistakes and all u can do is recognize them and correct them, if you're given the chance. Jus make sure u don't make too many mistakes cause u might get kicked out the class..as in death. I love my classroom though. I wouldn't trade it for all the fame and fortune in the world. It's simply not enough. Enough of this..I gotta go live my dream (take care of business for today). With that said I can't wait to go to sleep tonight and live real life. Peace humans....

First Blog..lemme see how this works.

Seeing as though nobody may not ever read my blog I'll just spill it out as though its somewhat a diary. lol. Well I guess it is somewhat a diary just without a key and a lock. Any who, let me just list the things that caught my eye today as well as what I'm doin at the moment. Music: Maybelline by Charles Hamilton. This is a great song in my eye seeing as though I'm single..for the moment. To me it means no female can make me feel a certain way about them no matter how they feel about me. Meaning, if u feel like u love me and I jus wanna fuck, u can't make me fall in love with you. It's all up to me. And with that said, Charles Hamilton is one of the hottest hip-hop artists in the game right now. His music is very influential as well as great lol. I'm always tryin to put ppl on his music..it's very refreshing. Damn I wish I could rap. I have so many thoughts running through my mind..well maybe I can rap..if I write. I waste so much time tryin to freestyle its ridiculous. I suck so bad lol. HAMILTON GIMME SOME HINTS!! On a different note I saw those Rihanna pics on mediatakeout.com today. I think its a lil fabricated. I'm sure he didn't do her that bad. By all means I'm not a woman beater but in some cases a female gotta learn her lesson. Maybe a push..maybe even a slap. Maybe. I jus hope that I find a woman who doesn't give me a reason to get to that point...soon enough. I jus hope they get through that rumpus.