So much to gain in so little time..

Want her..miss her..she's not ready.
This here is sitting on my mind..too heavy.
I understand she wants to be sure soooo....
I gotta let her go...
Don't be gone too long. Come back quick.
I can't stand being approached by another rat b1tch.
In the meantime in between time I'm on my grind
Not the money way but moreso to levitate.
So don't hate me, appreciate me.
Esp. For the love that I have given thee.
I'll be around..looking at you from a place called Now.
Wishing u were, I need u my dear.
Sometimes the future seems so unclear.
But it was all good cause ur voice was always near.
Now? No more.
What was all our future talks for?



Now u wanna back out based on somethin that should've been thought about long ago...or another voice made u change your mind. Either way, I'm glad you/they made u think. At least I won't be further disappointed if we were together. Get the "possibilities" out of the mental. < That woulda been living a major lie. And for that I thank you.. whether here or there...I'll love you.