My Niggaz/ Brothers I never had

It's been a min gang.

My birthday was pretty nice even though I kicked it late and all the guys weren't there. We went to King Coopa crib, drank Bacardi and Coke, had some heart felt convo, and elaborated on it. Me, B-Mo, and Coop were the last men standing that night. We had engaged in talking about what's been going on since the last time I seen em. Coop growing up fast..engaged & shit. He was the last person I thought would do it but he put all of the bullshit and hoes on pause.

(*Coop:I'm proud of you man. I never thought I'd see the day you'll be ready for that. AND u were the first nigga to call me on my birthday; 12:44am to be exact. I really wasn't expecting that. And that's the reason I appreciate it more*)

B-Mo found him a girl he really likes but still isn't ready for a relationship.

(*B-Mo: my superfly flashy brother..take your time, but don't take too long..time waits for no man. Or woman for that matter*)

Lo is my nigga till the death. He always makes me smile and guarantees me a good time. Hell he even got him a girl! I just hope he sticks this one out.

(*Lo: u know we had our bad share of snakes in Carbondale. I'm so happy we got through that cause it was definitely rough but we held each other down.*)

I wish Jamell was there but due to the time of night he just said fuck it LOL

(*Jamell..my nigga since I first moved to South Holland..I'm also happy to see that you've gotten over the girl who did u wrong too. But out of that bullshit you've acquired a lil man, your light-skinned twin. Hell u even found a girl u really like which is always a good great ect. ect. thing. I wish u came out to kick more to indulge in great comedy but hey, me telling you about it is just as good. DIAAB (inside joke)!!*)

Its always great seeing Goon G even though we don't talk as much anymore..I still love him.

(*Goon.. everything u said u was gonna do, u did it. Plain and Simple*)

Jay-D: ur the funniest/most intelligent man I know. No matter how long it's been, I can always see Jay-D and he'll treat me like I seen him the day before. I love him for that. Oh and thx for the beat on my birthday, it was the only gift I got and I loved it that much more (matter fact I'm listening to it now).

Felix..where do I begin. My Crewman that stutters but will scrape a nigga in a min. It's always a pleasure to see you my nig.

Yahree AKA Yahroe..it still kinda bothers me how u and Lester just jumped up and left but ppl gotta make moves right? I jus wish I had more time to kick it with yall. Just make sure u never forget about us while u down there. And cheer up nigga! U always sound so sad on the phone! LOL!

Lester..goddamn Triple L..U r thee most reliable guy I know. Even though u moved to the A, I know that if anything ever happened to any one of us you'll find a private jet to Chicago, land on top of the damn hospital, make sure we cool, and fly back in time to get to work. U r truly irreplaceable my friend.

Walt..u r the one who always invites me to a Bulls game even though I don't have a ride there, but u always call to make sure. I like that in ya. You've also blessed me with an official God Son. Ur a cool person to talk to about female issues (you know who I mean).

Reggie..we never really talk like that but u treat me no different than anybody else I named above. It's not really official but fuck it u Crew to me!

Update 6-2-09: My Nigga Carl Seals..My bad I forgot to put u down a while ago but u already know u will never be forgotten. We spent plenty of times high as all hell talking about real shit going on in the world (Why does it seem like some ppl that smoke have a more firm grip on life than ppl who stay sober?) I'll never forget the most recent time we had. Locking car keys up and all lol. It was raining hard as hell and we tryna be on some GTA shit. Hella funny. I'll never forget your screams of joy when we popped that trunk and yo ass climbed through the back seat. *that shit echoes my mind when I see your pics g* I love you to death boi.

Last but not least..Rob Tizzle: I knew we had clicked since the day u looked at my Myspace page and saw Little Brother's- Lovin' It as my profile song when we were at my studio in Carbondale. I respected your opinion about things ever since. We even got the same form of humor (Party Boy Theme Song)!

To those I grew up with on the old block: I love ALL YALL whether we talk or not as much anymore.

To those who I rarely talk to in CREW: AAAA CREW!!!! Yall will forever be in the corridors of my mind.

To the ONE who I don't fuck wit at all that WAS in CREW: Enough said..I picture my self driving in a car and in the backseat u was..Literally WAS! As in past tense. Fuck outta here!
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Hey did I mention I had a bad hangover the morning after my birthday? Shit was terrible! I threw up like 9 times! No more hard liquor till June.

That's all I can think of for now...oh yeah..to the facebook friends I talk to. I love yall too! I respect the opinions of all (unless u like Plies or Gucci Mane).

Live everyday like its your birthday!

YES!!

I made it through another year! I met some great new ppl, other will eventually fall off the radar. I don't really have any big plans, just to sit and think about what happened this past year, analyze it, and kick it with the guys for the most part. Seeing as though I'm hitting the South in June, I'm tryna kick it with those who are important to me (CREW-SET!). And to those who I didn't get a chance to kick it wit..u know I love yall. The creator has bestowed a lot of wisdom upon thee. In areas such as friendships, relationships, and most importantly myself. I realized (statistically speaking) that I've lived 1/3 of my life..maybe more. With that said, I gotta learn a whole lot more real quick cause life asks too many questions and I need an answers. But through the Journey all I need is the love of my real friends and my family. A few females wanna take me out but I don't wanna sell dreams to anybody so instead I'll be a certified CREWMAN. I know Imma need me some liquor and some weedies! I wouldn't mind a lil head though lol..let me stop. Another entry coming later on after the fun is over... peace humans.

ALLLL NIGHT!!!

I been up since like midnight. I was watching the History Channel, amazed by how the lands of earth were all connected at one point. Very interesting. But yet we all racists in some form or another right? smh. Then I got to watch CNN on how Obama is messing up (in others mind's). They need to jus relax. They act like he was gonna change the world in the first month. That's why Presidents are appointed to 4 year terms! Just give it a while...we'll be on point again shortly. I haven't been getting much sleep lately. Idk why. I think about on how I'm gonna adjust to this new life in Birmingham. I know I gotta find a job upon arrival cause I need to get my crib and my car. I wanna come back to visit "Home" every few months. There's plenty of places I need to go within the next 2 years. ATL, Florida, Texas, New Orleans, and Brazil to name a few. Me and my Country Cousin Slick Vic. I need to show him the Chicago life. Skyscrapers, lots of ppl, and plenty of places to chill if you know where to go. I must admit I'm feeling a lil sweepy right now but I gotta take care of this stuff first. I gotta make a run somewhere around 10am. After that I'm done son.

My Zodiac

ARIES


The first astrological sign of the Zodiac.

Operates out of Self righteousness

The animal associated with you sign is this noble looking ram. The Ram first appeared in Egypt, alternating with a goose's head as the symbol of Aries; its origin is a mystery.

The spring equinox, March 21, is the beginning of the new zodiacal year and Aries, the first sign, is therefore that of new beginnings. The young ram is adventurous, ambitious, impulsive, enthusiastic and full of energy. The Arian is a pioneer both in thought and action, very open to new ideas and a lover of freedom. They welcome challenges and will not be diverted from their purpose except by their own impatience, which will surface if they don't get quick results.

Aries subjects are courageous leaders with a genuine concern for those they command, being responsible people, it is rare that they will use their subordinates to obtain their own objectives as leaders, but occasionally it does happen. They do not make very good followers because they are too "take charge". They may be unwilling to obey or submit to directions for which they can see no reason, or with which they disagree. They are much concerned with self, both positively and negatively - self-reliant but also self centered (sometimes) and concerned with their own personal advancement and physical satisfaction. Their immense energy makes them aggressive and restless, argumentative occasionally, headstrong, quick tempered, easily offended and capable of holding grudges if they feel themselves affronted.

As the first sign in the zodiac, you, as an Arian (as you are referred to), is to simply "get something started and lead the way". The Sun in this zodiac position gives your will free rein to express itself. You could be doing this in the form of some leadership role, or by forcing others to look at themselves in a new way. You can accomplish this by knowingly carrying out a deliberate act in the name of some cause that moves you. A negative effect of this sun sign is that you could sometimes unknowingly make it hard for others to relate to you, as you really are.

In your personal relationships Arians are frank, direct and candid, and make enthusiastic and generous friends. You are liable to have a high sex drive and make passionate but fastidious lovers. There is, however, a negative side to your associations with other people. You can easily be irritated by slowness or moderation in your companions and, though yourselves sensitive, ride roughshod over the sensitivities of others. The intensity of your sexual urges can drive you to promiscuity and a Don Juan-like counting of conquests of the opposite sex. It can also trick you into early unwise marriage which may end disastrously. Arians are highly devoted to their children, even to the point of laying down their own lives, so that they might live. You will not find a more defensive and loving parent in all the zodiac.

It is preferable to be aware of your pioneering spirit and not disregard it. For in acknowledging it you not only enjoy life more, but you avoid being pushed around by others. Your nature is usually push or be pushed, with little middle ground. This can at times be objectionable to others, but you must have the freedom to act, rather then just thinking about it, getting pent-up in the process. At all costs you need to avoid negative emotions such as resentment, regret and self-pity, for they would deny you what is essential to your nature: straightforwardness.

Mentally Arians are intellectual and objective, but can be in rare situations bigoted and extremist in religion and politics. They are good champions of lost causes and last-ditch resistance. They are quick-witted but sometimes foolhardy and over optimistic, lacking thoroughness and the ability to evaluate difficulties in the undertakings into which they often rush impulsively. The great need of Aries natives is to exercise an iron self-control, to discipline the qualities and tendencies of their character to the advantage, not the detriment, of the society in which they move.

As an Arian, you like a challenge that will stir you to action. This challenge may just be frustration; or at a more controlled level, you may have clear direction and know what or whom you're fighting for. If your direction is not clear, then ask yourself and listen to your inner voice. You will come up with an answer. An Arian without a direction in which to go, or a without a cause to fight for, would be against your nature and make you more a "sheep" then a ram!

Arian, do not be afraid to be forceful, for this is the very core of your nature. If you feel fear in your heart, then look for a history of negative events in you personal history, such as violence or abuse from others. Being fearful may also indicate a household in childhood that negated independence and personal initiative in you. This could have inhibited your natural urge to go forward into life as the leader and champion you were born to be. Conversely, such bad influences could also have led you to be overly forceful, or to be unsympathetic to your own need and sensitivity.


You make good athletes and climbers, doctors, explorers (of new ideas as well as uncharted territory, the latter in these days including adventuring into outer space), soldiers, sailors and airmen, and leaders, though awkward subordinates, in industry and politics.

Much as you are the Ram, there is still the little lamb in you, which means that at times you would attain your goals more easily by gently giving in without resistance to the demands of a given social situation, rather than getting your horns entangled in something larger and more powerful than yourself. This is a talent akin to knowing the difference between what you can change, and what you cannot. This of course takes patience, the acquiring of which is definitely your greatest achievement, along with your sense of your own inner softness.

Arian, do not be afraid to be forceful, for this is the very core of your nature. If you feel fear in your heart, then look for a history of negative events in you personal history, such as violence or abuse from others. Being fearful may also indicate a household in childhood that negated independence and personal initiative in you. This could have inhibited your natural urge to go forward into life as the leader and champion you were born to be. Conversely, such bad influences could also have led you to be overly forceful, or to be unsympathetic to your own need and sensitivity.


You make good athletes and climbers, doctors, explorers (of new ideas as well as uncharted territory, the latter in these days including adventuring into outer space), soldiers, sailors and airmen, and leaders, though awkward subordinates, in industry and politics.

Much as you are the Ram, there is still the little lamb in you, which means that at times you would attain your goals more easily by gently giving in without resistance to the demands of a given social situation, rather than getting your horns entangled in something larger and more powerful than yourself. This is a talent akin to knowing the difference between what you can change, and what you cannot. This of course takes patience, the acquiring of which is definitely your greatest achievement, along with your sense of your own inner softness.

Your starstone is the precious Diamond. The diamond is considered the greatest of stones, revered throughout the ages for its great beauty, and strength, and also for its powerful positive spiritual and physical influences. The diamond is said to enhance the wearer with charm and beauty. Physically it strengthens the kidneys and reproductive organs and gives protection in severe disease. The ancient Romans believed that the diamond, when worn on the left arm, next to the skin, would give the wearer bravery and daring. During the Middle Ages Queen Elizabeth I was given a diamond to ward off the plague.


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31 things about me. (As previously posted on Facebook)

Randoms shits about Frost....


1. I was born Ramone Dwight Frost.. Yes Dwight...u can make ur jokes trust me I heard it all lol.

2. I'm a patient person. Never get mad about too much stuff unless its absolutely necessary.For the most part I think about all things before I say it, but playas fuck up too.lol

3. I keep a pretty close circle of friends. Most of the niggas I talk to I've known since like 4th or 5th grade. I met a new crowd of ppl which I call my CREW-SET and they like my family too. They all like the brothers I never had. (with the exceptions of the few who chose to wander to the dark side).

4. I love bookface. I like looking at how some ppls life has turned out. And some ppl jus got plain ugly! I thought u was cute baby...WHAT HAPPENED????

5. I am related to Emmett Till. I got the big eyeball resemblance. R.I.P.

6. I'd rather keep somebody as a friend than not at all but that doesn't always work.

7. I HATE PLIES!! HE'S SO WACK!!! "I TOLD HER I WAS A REAL GOON AND SHE WENT FOR IT!!" "Went to sleep real, woke up RILLAA!!" Terrible..

8. In reference to #7, I love hip-hop, R&B, and other genres of music. I love music with deep meaning..music that speaks to me even after the song is over.

9. My favorite color is green..for more reasons besides CREW. Ask me for more details

10. Yeah I make some pretty bad mistakes in the past but that's why u fall..so u can pick urself up. Never stay down.

11. NO REGRETS!!! If I did have regrets, I wouldn't be the Snowman I am today.

12. I don't smoke weed as much anymore..maybe once every couple weeks in comparison to a daily basis.

13. I have no kids but I plan to in the next 3 or 4 years. I needs me a son named after me!!!

14. I grew up in a house full of females. All the way down to the damn dog lol. It's bittersweet cause I know a lot more about the way females tend to be but on the other hand it's too much damn estrogen around me all the time. I jus recently started talkin to my father..he pretty cool.

15. I don't do clubs like that cause of the music..I'd rather chill at a lounge or somethin.

16. I don't care to be rich cause more money = more problems. I jus wanna be comfortable in life.

17. I'm not a heavy drinker...jus gimme a nice buzz and a blunt and I'm cool as a fan.

18. I love Pulp Fiction. The dialog in that movie is excellent. They have excellent conversations about simple things.

19. I always quote a scene from unforgivable (youtube it). It jus blends greatly in my daily diction.

20. I got caught by the F.B.I. when I was like 15 (I think) for setting up fake auctions on Ebay. They came to my house! NIGGAZ ARE BROKE THESE DAYS!! (Smokey)

21. I am a pornstar (In my mind). I ain't the best EVER but I guarantee satisfaction.

22. Magnifagrest= Magnificent, Greatest, and the Best

23. Dagrest is my Ace hands down (What yall watchin Hoes????)

24. I hate arguing. I start to sweat and it makes me tired. Yelling can be a workout lol.

25. I'm still single for a reason. I want a relationship not a relationshit. Soon enough I'll get there. Until then, I weight out all my options accordingly.

26. How does it feel to wake up to the feeling of knowing that I don't give a fuck what u feeling? (I had no reason for putting this up it's jus been stuck in my head lol)

27. 2008 was a rough year for me..been through a lot of trials. But the verdict is what u see today...I'm cooler than a polar bears toenails.

28. I don't stress. That's how you get old fast. Stress comes and goes jus as water flows. Don't worry be happy.

29. I love my little sister Maria to death. I may have to choke a couple ppl out real soon. I know it.

30. That's all I can think of for now....I'm watchin Friday. I'm out my humans and CREWmans...godspeed

31. O yeah, I'm a damn good cook!!!! Chef boy r FROST in da building!!

Random..

I jus added a playlist to the blogspot yesterday. For some odd reason I can't get it to play automatically. But oh well, click and enjoy. And yes, I have a lot of Charles Hamilton music on it! That's damn near my favorite artist as of now. He has so much to say on different levels its ridiculous. On to another subject, I jus had an epiphany that Gucci Mane raps as though he as a to-do list. It's so bad! Ol grocery list ass nigga (Thx Vince). I saw on WSHH that he had a welcome back party and someone was holding a sign that said, "Gucci Mane! Welcome back to the Trap!" Am I the only person that found somethin wrong with that? Since when do ppl take pride in a/the trap? The definition of Trap is: a device or tactic intended to harm, capture, detect, or inconvenience a human or animal intruder, an animal pest, or a game. But u glorify it right? I guess some ppl love to get caught. SMH..And I won't even touch on him makin a song called "Imma Dog". The chorus says enough..STUPID! Dumb niggaz I swear. It's a sad state of mind some of us praise these days. And Shawty Lo ass drinkin out of a bottle of water that I certainly wish I coulda spit in. He's wack too. I would put the vid up but I refuse to lower my ppls IQ.

Hmmmm..Family and the South

What should I type today? I had so many thoughts this past week but I wasn't by a comp. long enough to jot it down so I guess I'll just start with the first thing that pops in my head. My vaca down south was off the chain gang. Beautiful weather! 70 degree weather, 75 degree weather. 60 degree nights. GREAT! Women... are off the chain! Its hard to get past their accents though. I'm sure they gotta lotta sense but damn sometimes they sure don't sound like it. And they had the nerve to say I talk funny!? They act like they can't say the last 2 letters of a word..so lazy lol. But I love em all regardless. They tell me I talk proper..which brings me to my next question..wtf is proper? Is it the fact that I choose to pronounce my words the way its written? Or are the ppl in the south so used to speaking "slang" it sounds proper? But hell, we talk slang too. Anyway, back to the situation at hand. The bodies of these women are B E A utiful! I had wandering eyes since I touched down there. I don't really do clubs but I went to a few. I went to a club called Platinum. It was nice. Some random chick approached me, chat chitted with me, then dropped me the math. She told me to call her anytime. Even though I told her I was from Chi-City, she said she really wanted me to come back and visit cause she noticed something different about me. Nothin she ever seen before. I'm thinkin like, "Yea aiight..u r right. I ain't your average Joe. But maybe u can tell that cause of how I was dressed, but in any case ur drunk. I'll never base a relationship in a club scene. Maybe on a different (more sober) occasion." But I was happy that she approached me. That was sexy to me. My cousin told me I was getting a lot of eyeball action in the club from the fefe's. I didn't even notice, but I liked it lol. Anyway, left there and went to a karaoke bar around the corner. It was cool too. Real laid back atmosphere. After a few rounds of liquid courage, I approached a female and just had good small talk with her. She eventually offered her number. I agreed. And never called. And don't plan on it lol. But on some real shit, being down south made me realize the importance of family. Since I don't have family like that up north, to come down south and have family on damn near every e-way exit in Birmingham makes me feel safe. Like I can go to anybody crib and chill. I like that. And we have a tight family. The re-pass at my cousin Francis house was amazing in my view cause its something I rarely see and I was surrounded by ppl that I can talk to. Young and not so young. Good Food + Family = laughs & love. Gotta love family y'all..I can't wait to move down there.

The Reality Of It

When someone says things like, "I'll never do that to you..you're my friend and I respect your opinion." Sho nuff I take what they say into consideration but I really don't believe them. I'll really know if they were true when the time comes. Kinda like when Peter denied Jesus 3 times during his trial. It's funny cause once I watched Passion of the Christ for like the 5th time, I realize that the exact same reasons ppl turn on each other now are the exact same reasons why the disciples turned on Jesus back then whether it be money, not wanting to stand trial with the person u were "supposed" to be down with, or jus not staying true till the end. To sum it all up, I'll believe what u say cause u said it but we'll see if u follow through when judgment day comes...that's why I have only one True friend. Now that doesn't mean I don't love all my ppls, its jus that so far he has passed all trials..peace.

Enough said

Here and Now..

I have a bad habit of holding back my real feelings to keep in good standards with some ppl. That shit is a big burden on your chest when u don't say what u feel to the fullest extent. I felt so incomplete. Not anymore though. From this day forward I'm not holding my tongue for nobody. I vow to say what I feel whether its right or wrong to whoever it may concern. A forewarning, don't come at me wit no dumb shit, don't make a dumb ass move, and for damn sure don't ask me how I feel about certain shit unless u want the honest to Zeus truth.